hey everyone...ok well im pretty sure i got everything worked out with kristin...at least i hope so..i mean i know other people dont like her and some stuff about her bugs me and i know im the same way with her but shes still my best friend..i mean weve gone through 9 years of stuff together i dont think this would come between us..we just know each other to well...but i dk bout the whole b/f thing i mean i really like him and everything hes really cool to talk to but i think for the most part the reason i was so happy cause i wasnt alone ne more and i had someone..but hes gone so far with it in the past week or so..i mean like 4 days ago he started telling me he loved me and i just dont think im ready for that..and im not delaying ne thing about like breaking up with him..im tryin to figure out what i want..weather i actually want a b/f or if it just scares me that hes taken it so far so quick..i just i dk...and  yes i have talked to him about stuff that he says about how far its gone..and he said he just wanted to be a good b/f and tell me what he thought i wanted to hear..and i told him he doesnt have to do that yet everytime we get off the phone he tells me he loves me...i dont want to not say it cause then hed feel bad but i dont want to say it cause i dont really mean it... ive only known him 2 weeks..i think i have only loved(truely) 2 people...

edit:: me and michael broke up cause we both decided it was moving way to fast and that were gonna be friends right now so we can get to know each other and if later we still like each other then we'll see what happens..and maybe set something up for next weekend lol...

Currently Playing Vol 3: (The Subliminal Verses) By Slipknot 10. berfore i forget see related

hey whats up guys i guees i should update huh?...lol..ne way i guess everythings cool with me i have a boyfriend now if any of yall didnt know...i kinda had to have a bit of a talk with him today cause of some stuff but nothing to serious...but yeah were goin to the movies saturday and kayla supposed to be coming also and ill seriously hurt blake if he doesnt go lol...wel things have been goin on with kayla and blake and ive been tryin to help to the best of my ability and talk to him about stuff and everything and i hope something has worked..but yeah ne way...i had to take my algebra gateway today actually i was stessing over nothing it was pretty easy...that i know of loryn and smth are just friends even though it doesnt seem like it...but other than that i dont really know whats been goin on me and auti have been talkin a lot ..cause i never really was able to hang out with her and talk to her just me and her...havent really talked to steph one on one in a way and that makes me sad..but i g2g love yall bye.. 

i miss josh too auti......he better be back tomorrow..and he better not mve or we WILL kidnap him..lol

edit:: dude now im stressing over scince..i mean all year i got it and now whe we study it and go over it all..nothin..nothin is coming to me nothing is there..i dont even know what im supposed to be studying in english and thats monday and for history well i dont even know if theres gonna be a test at all cause he hasnt sid ne thing about it...health and art i dont have to worry about both A's